We are now in Day 7 of Derek's extended work trips to Seattle, WA and NYC. He got into NYC from Seattle safely yesterday and at least he is safe and no longer on the other side of the country. Only a few more days and it will be Friday night and I will have him home. I know what I am about to say may seem a little silly, but I miss him so much more than I thought I would. I was watching TV last night and this woman died and left her husband alone and I just started to cry. Not having D there next to me, my mind started to go places it shouldn't and it just made me cry. Slightly overdramatic I know, but I'm a senstive guy, lol.
Derek being away has all been made easier by my friends, Tonya has kept me company via phone as we yelled at the TV over the Wed. night stress that is LOST and planned our upcoming vacation (YEA!!!), Gregory has hung out for dinner and bread making and we've met friends out for drinks and then Scott was in town with his show so I got to hang out with his roommate for a bit, and one of my good friends from BU, Meredith, will be in town for a conference later this week and we will have dinner this coming Wed. night. All these people help me to feel less alone, but when your soul mate is away, you can be surrounded by people and still feel so alone. I miss him :(
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