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My anxiety is through the roof now. The Kennedy Center said they would be in touch "early" this week to let me know about the job. Now, the logical part of my brain knows that this is a very vague term that could mean through the rest of today and even part of tomorrow really, but my stomach and the other part of my brain is going nuts. I'm starting to debate whether this is actually going to work out the way I once thought. Maybe they have encountered a problem, or someone else sent in a resume that is a better fit than me.

I will be disappointed if this is true, especially after the recent conversations I have had with them, but at this point I just want to know. It's hard to focus on things when all I want is for the phone to ring. My stomach has been in knots for weeks now over this job situation and I just need some sort of resolution. If the answer is no, then let me cry and I'll get over it and move on to the next opportunity, but if it is meant to be, then call me and let me rejoice and actually enjoy eating a meal again!

Hope everyone is having a great week!