isn't the time period when you are engaged supposed to be one of the happiest times of your life??.......yet here I sit.....with my boyfriend stuck in Indiana while I am here locked in the apartment due to the blizzard.....and if that is not bad enough....i find out tonight that between his work and my class.......i will see him only one night a week......and then he will have to work most Saturdays he said......sigh......i'm not really blaming him......for the most part it is totally out of his control.........but I can't help but be really sad about it all.....i'm 26 years old and engaged.....i should spending tons of time with him and we should be planning our future and making memories.....yet for the next two months, i'll be reading for class and writing papers, he will be rehearsing and teaching weekend classes.....and hardly ever the twain shall meet......so what am I doing about it??.......saying nothing of course...ranting about it here.....and having another Jack and Coke for spite.......i know i should really talk to him about it, but it makes him very sad and upset too.....and I feel like if I let him know just how much it bothers me that it will only make him more sad and make the situation worse for us both........so what's a boy to do?.........
when did life get so complicated?.......i remember just a few years ago when the only thing i really had to worry about was if I was going to get cast in the next show and if I would get a C in my History class so that I wouldn't have to retake it.....and then all of a sudden....here I am........
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